The way I feel right now Jun09 '05
Sometimes being on your own isn’t such a bad thing. You’re unclothed, bare body is beaten up by wild savages, only to have you crawling and bleeding, surely experiencing your last breaths. Is this the way it ends? Surely, it is not.
In some strange facet of the universe, there is this small sparkle of light, some millions of miles away. And it is within this light that your soul exists. It is then that you realize that life cannot end by those who take it away, but only by you who gives it away. For that one shining star is your being, and no one can ever touch it.
I wrote this a year, or so, ago, and I’ve saved it – but never published it, until today.
It captures a feeling that is hard to catch. I believe I landed close enough to that feeling, today, to publish this thought.
Every morning, I wake up thinking things will get better. I leave my house, intent on making it a good day – one that will keep me motivated, yearning, and tireless.
Most days, I succeed with my intentions.
But those intentions only mask my true feelings. They only "keep my mind occupied" from my true thoughts.
Right now, I’m gonna end this entry with lyrics that hopefully make sense to someone out there. This song was just released two days ago, but it has already claimed it’s place in my life history. I’ve mentioned it already here, and I am going to do it again now.
Steal my heart
And hold my tongue
I feel my time
My time has comeLet me in
Unlock the door
I never felt this way beforeAnd the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve comeHold my hand
Inside your hands
I need someone
Who understandsI need someone
Someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these yearsFor you I’d wait
Till Kingdom Come
Until my day
My day is doneAnd say you’ll come
And set me free
Just say you’ll wait
You’ll wait for meIn your tears
And in your blood
In your fire
And in your floodI hear you laugh
I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thingAnd the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ve becomeFor you I’d wait
Till Kingdom Come
Until my days
My days are doneSay you’ll come
And set me free
Just say you’ll wait
You’ll wait for meJust say you’ll wait
You’ll wait for meTill Kingdom Come § Coldplay
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